• I am driving myself crazy. I have never met any of my boyfriends family and I am next weekend. I am stressing myself out so badly about my appearance, mostly my weight because we are going to the beach. I am resorting to old habits slowly, and I can feel myself doing it. I used to eat maybe a carrot a day, nothing else and then I struggled to eat more, even though I thought I didn't need it. Then I ate so much, I went on binges. I can't help it, I need to find a way to regulate everything. I am resorting back to not eating period, which is difficult to overcome. But I want to lose as much weight as I possibly can in the next week and a half, even though it won't be much, I need all the help I can get. I can go without food for a while. I've finally discovered what makes you tick.

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