was amazing. i told him that before he left for camp today i would let him take my bra off and i did. we were laying in his basement watching tv and making out. he was kissing them and my stomach and neck. it was nice. i wasnt sure if how comfortable i was going to be with it. im not the most confident person when it comes to my body but not a lot of people know that. i hide it and cover it up but im insecure. but then again, who isnt. i shudnt have worried tho. it was fine. it made me happy. and for once i actually let myself go, lose myself in the moment. not something i do very often. and that made it all the better. i just wish he wasnt leaving for 2 weeks. im gonna miss him so much. just the letters we can mail back and forth to each other