• Yeah...so...church camp is this week. I'm not going. :-(. Yeah, there's this kinda new girl at our church. We'll call her Martha. She bugs the doodles outta me. She thinks she's awesome and hardcore and I don't know...all I know is that she bugs me. She's going. I want to go so bad. Martha keeps saying that she's gonna prank a bunch of people and that's not allowed. I really wanna be there to see her get in trouble. AHHHHH!!!! I know that's not the right thing to want. I think one of he many, many reasons she bugs me is that I'm a teeny bit jealous. I mean, I used to be the kid everyone thought was awesome. Then she showed up and a bunch of people think Martha is cool. {sigh}. People still like me of course but she kind of stole some of my thunder. I think I have a problem that makes me need to be the best at everything. And when I'm not I feel like I have to take the person that's better at it out of the picture. I can't think of anything that Martha is better at than me, but it's the same concept, ya know? I have this deep hope inside that she has an awful time at camp. I know it's not the right thing, but... {sigh again}. Life is so confusing. Yeah, so...leave me a comment of any good music you think I might like. It'll be awesome. :-P ilovemylemonade

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