• *i hang my head in shame.. but ehhh avrils ok. billy talent just started. so i am absolved. in my own eyes at least. i don't know if i can be bothered writing about whats going through my head. its too much. however. i can tell you the port im drinking for breakfast is wonderful :D and its a lovely sunny day outside. and stephs coming down to stay at victor for a couple of days (Y) i think. imjust gonna write a list. -donny died last night. my siamesefighting fish. i sorta suspected he would. he looked pretty sick. -danny. i dunno if i like him anymore. theres just not anythign there. he really wants to sleep with me. im not real fussed. BUT i dont really think i want to lose my virginity in the backseat of his car. i dunno. ill guess i see what happens. mm, he shaved his head :S -ellie. i saw her last night at marcos party. i like her again. i think. shes so beautiful. and so fucking nice. i want her. to hold. to kiss. to wrap myself around. -cutting.i need new blades. yesterday i bought a first aid kit. guaze, band aids, tape, disenfectant. so im all set.howver. if anyone goes through my bag. im fucked. i was cutting last night. but not deep enough. i want flowing blood, RAEL gaping cuts etc etc. -eh. last thing. i just feel BAD. you know 'that deathly sinking feeling when just a touch of human hands will bring you down"?? and on that note. sayonara. im gonna go listen to concrete boots. imstead of the fumes or whatever thats playing now.

• shame about ur fish, if u needed new blades u shulda told me b4 i left ive got a stack that im not going to use, try and cheer up listen to streetlight for a bit mite help? anyway i hope u feel ok and ima try and bring ya bak somethin nice. =) ily from China ><

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