• junior year's over, i guess i'm a senior now. i'm barely sleeping again i'm super paranoid again my fucking moods are crazy again my lows are lower, my highs higher and i think its because of my relationship i'm not used to this i'm so scared of getting hurt or of hurting him but fuck it, theres nothing in the world that can make me leave him i've never known love like the love he gives me and i've never felt like this about anyone EVER before in my life we went to see a movie with some friends tonight we held hands in the darkened theater and i rested my head on his shoulder we stole kisses from each other when no one was looking i felt like it was our first date and i was in 6th grade again it was so nice we were supposed to have a sleepover tonight, but we couldn't he promised me one soon though i don't even think we'll have sex during it or even do anything sexual i wholeheartedly believe we'll just cuddle and hold each other until we fall asleep our relationship is so perfectly balanced -our sex life (though we haven't had sex yet, we've done everything else) is beyond exciting, and we're wildly attracted to each other -we act as though we're best friends, and have obscene amounts of fun together. we do the silliest, stupidest, craziest, most reckless and embarrassing things when we hang out -we're both very much in touch with our romantic sides. somewhere during the night we end up wrapped in each others arms, staring in to each others eyes, whispering "i love yous", and sharing sweet soft slow kisses everything is 100% comfortable i feel as though its not real its too fucking perfect, i always say but then he holds me or kisses me or makes me start hysterically laughing and i know its all real and hes real and im real and neither of us are going anywhere i like love, ive decided finally

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