• it's thundering right now. i'm pretty sure that the clouds are hungry. and that thunder is just their tummies growling. because they're starving up there. and no one will feed them. hence their rainy tears. awww. i've been a fan of my life lately. i feel like it's all falling into place. i'm comfortable in my skin. me and danielle are becoming what is known as "scene". a change of identity is always healthy, i believe. i think my subconscious is angry at me. or trying to make a point. i can't decide which. because i should have died last week. i was in a horrible car accident. and i was virtually unharmed. minus the bruising on my legs. i was hit head on. my tiny little baby of a car was impaled by an oncoming SUV. and i am fine. i looked before i turned. i know i did. i saw no SUV. there was no oncoming traffic. but secretly. i believe i did see the SUV. i think i wanted the crash. i've been fantasizing about getting impaled, mangled, crushed ever since i first got my license. how easy would it be to wrap my car around another and just let go. too easy. terribly and horribly easy. that's insane. i'm dumb. i was in a car accident. i feel very enlightened. i'm rising above people around me. transcending. Watchout! There's Ghosts is my new favorite band. and Invisible Monsters is my new favorite book. and i suggest them both to anybody. everybody. i think you would like them.

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