• I think it's hilarious that on google you can search for the meaning of life type in "how to" and just see what pops up How to be happy How to feel beautiful How to be the girl everyone's watching It's so great because all these little step by step manuals make everything seem so easy step 1. relax step 2. smile step 3. take the good with the bad When they give it all numbers, it's so common sense All the stumbling blocks just melt away You get cocky and start planning for tomorow You tell yourself you'll wake up and truly feel beautiful You believe it all because you need to Otherwise you'll have nothing to get up for And then you'll have to stop feeling I want to be scene because it's nothing like me Just another how to guide Spending hours on youtube for hair and makeup A daily costume that takes hours to apply I created a myspace with a beautiful name HarperThreshold, like angels in America I hope nobody understands it I want to leave them guessing I went out today with the layers and colors It felt like living someone else's life Everyone staring for all the wrong reasons Confidence radiating around my aura S and I are having a photo shoot on thursday Think shades and tutus, eyeshadow and bikinis Sexy, Nexy, Fabbity Fab It's something to do in this boring ass town Re-invent yourself into someone bizarre See how far you can get from the prototype Decipher the true definition of glamorous I want to BE Zui Suicide with the stick thin frame I want to stand up for myself, be loud and unavoidable I'm so sick of pretending to like loitering in McDonalds I'm so sick of pretending to like half my "friends" I refuse to play along, to laugh at the unamusing I want to focus all my energy into HarperThreshold, into losing the weakness I need lust and fire and passion and contact No one ever said I had to have all these rules Losing control can be my safety Then, if I mess everything up They'll have to know it's not my fault

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