My life is a joke so I'm gonna keep laughing
Every failure, every fuck up, is seen from a rocketship
it's someone else who will clean up the mess this time
I'm too busy gravitating toward the brightest star
I never write in here anymore because i like it better when I'm not really feeling
When I write, i have to face me
I have to sit here and digest all the reasons why i feel so small
instead of dancing as fast as i can
on reality tv and caffine pills
I died my hair blacker and everyone loves it
I hate it, I think, but I'm not really sure
Because by I, I could mean any of the thousand million eople I've ever pretended to be
And right now I'm finding the balance
The girl in the mirror looks like no one I know
She wears too much makeup and too many colors
But somehow I can see a stregnth behind her eyes
ow ow ow this is digging too deep
see what you made me do, journal?
For a second there I remembered to feel my world falling apart
I don't wanna be normal like you
- June 11, 2009
- serenity23
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