• "When I look into your eyes There's nothing there to see Nothing but my own mistakes Staring back at me" Funny how these two verses remind me of you. "Telling you is the Only chance for me There's nothing left But to turn and face you" They both are kind of downers, but they do. I can think of 25 negatives about me, but not 25 positives. Even if I did, I could write 'War and Peace' with the cons, the pros however would be a short free-verse poem. There is a moment between after the 4th vodka tonic where I hate what you do to me. I go back to what I was. Wanting to punch walls, hurt myself, to take that pain away. I love you. But sometimes. Sometimes... No, I can't say that, I love you too much. It's the old me screaming out, he one that wants you to hate me, to prove me wrong. The me I am sick of being, the one part of me that needs to be killed. But I need to have it, to remind me of who I was, to know where I am going is a safe place. A better place. I'm tired of hating the world. I don't have to embrace it, just to survive without it dragging me down would be nice.

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