• I don't even know what my subject means. It's just another sticker on my wall, with some random gangster cartoon kid.I don't know how i'm ever going to take those off my already hideous wooden paneled walls. Well, i was thinking about what i wrote yesterday and it's not really true. I mean it is, but nerdy isn't the right word for our bubble. We aren't really nerdy, we are just all in band and get good grades. I was thinking, and basically everybody is stuck inside their bubble. Sure they talk to other people, but outside of school they stick with their bubble buddies, if even that. It's probably not like that everywhere, but it sure is at my school. Why is it that the closer it gets to the end of the year, the dumber the phrases are that come out of my mouth? My gosh, some of the things i said today came out completely wrong, and they weren't even funny or supposed to be funny. They all turned out a little insulting. This always happens- i remember being like this since 6th grade. I think it's because since the year's almost over, i try to say something that will leave people thinking of me on a good note, but it turns out the opposite. In my mind, I often refer to people as either minions or a henchmen. Minions are usually younger than their henchmen and help their henchmen carry out plans. They also follow their henchmen everywhere. The henchmen are kind of like the ringleaders and can get their minions to do basically whatever they want. But people can be minions and henchmen at the same time. This doesn't really make since and sounds really dungeons and dragonish. I don't know why i even brought it up. I call my friend a minion to her face, and she doesn't think it's mean or anything, she actually laughs, but she doesn't know what it means and she doesn't fit the stereotype. Is that hypocritical? Dammit, i just yahooed a part of my entry from yesterday and it showed up. This means i DEFINITELY can't use real names on here or say any of our inside jokes. My friends are known for googling, so they would be bound to stumble upon this. Maybe i went too far just mentioning the Minions and Henchmen. Unless i wanna type a private journal on here, which i don't think is possible and would be pointless, i can't talk about my love life or lack thereof! Hey- i just GOOGLED the exact same text and it didn't show! Since most people use google, maybe i'm safe! I still better be very careful just incase. I know, i know, i'm paranoid. But I really was in the mood to do a crush rant on here! I'll leave this entry with a quote i thought of in my mind involving, well i'll just call him Him for now: "Our hell's about to freeze over. But not because we've resolved anything, we've simply deserted it." It isn't really long or super original, but i feel like somebody should write a song with this in it. Maybe someday i will explain more about what it means and who it's about, if i ever feel bolder.

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