• Wow. What a lame title. But seriously, I am psyched to be journaling again! I haven't posted a journal entry or even written in a journal since around last December, and everything i did in that spurt was pretty lame. I made a fake myspace, didn't let anybody add me as a friend except my real myspace, and refered to myself as Paytin Coltsburg. Don't ask where that name came from. I should be sleeping right now, or at least studying for my finals. I can't believe we have to go to school till June 11th! School is really pissing me off right now. The majority of my friends are perfectionists who need to get A's on all of their finals, or else it's the end of the world. And my *gasp!* 3.7 GPA is becoming a downer on their smartness cloud. I am a little dissapointed that i have a B in Geometry, but i am fine with all of my other grades. My friends are just kind of annoying me right now cause all they ever want to do is homework or study and my one particularly prissy friend constantly tells me how i'm not living up to my potential. This probably sounds overdramatic and whiney, but i'm sick of living like this. The "nerdy" bubble. There are tons of other kids out there going to parties, hanging out, and they're not even doing anything illegal. They get by with B's, a couple C's and maybe an A, and it looks like they are having the time of their life. I mean, that's what high school is for, isn't it? But in the nerdy bubble, we rarely hang out outside of school, only 1 of us has ever dated anybody, and it seems like we are kind of unhappy. I feel like i've just been sitting here all this time wasting my freshman year away. I mean, NOTHING has happened to me!!! As this year comes to a close, i really hope next year will be better. But that's the exact same thing i said last year. Was this just an awful year stuck in the freshman slump, or am i destined for a boring life?? Why is there a cheeseburger sticker on my wall?? I think i've gone months without noticing it. I bet it's been there since i was like 5 years old. I'm pretty sure it came from a "Braceface" coloring book. Remember that show? The girl who had braces and picked up radio signals and could somehow get alerted of danger or something? Wow, that was random. I think i'm gonna go now cause i'm kinda tired and thirsty.

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