• Well I'm going to steal the "25 Things" thing from lucygray who stole it from Cest-La-Vie. 01. I have written (well I'm on) 11 journals (hence why some of these entries have started with Roman Numerals, just in case you actually read this stuff, just to understand) over the course of 18 months. And I have only let one person read any of them. 02. After each stage in life, I disconnect all ties with my friends. I have only kept in contact one friend (who I've known for over 10 years). 03. I have never been able to say 'I love you' to anyone (not to family, anyone), except you. 04. I'd like to think I'm fine without her, but deep down it is destroying me. 05. I get inspired to draw at the most inopertune times. 06. I only have two friends. I'd rather have two that I could count on, than a million that would trade me in, in and instant. 07. I can't ride a bike. 08. I have started a project of mine called 'Broken Bullet' about six years in the making. I've started the final chapter of the first part. 09. I believe when I finish this chapter, I'm going not bother with it at all. 10. I don't smile, except when I laugh. 11. I have nagging thoughts about wanting to ruin peoples happiness. 12. I hate when people assume things about me, that are correct. 13. Every year in feburary I have severe case of artist's block, which lasts about three and a half months (just got my inspiration back a week ago). 14. I haven't had a proper conversation with my father in over five years now. 15. I believe 2009 will be my year to be happy. 16. I am at the stage in life where I can say I can live in my own skin. 17. I sometimes wish I could be like you, and love myself. 18. I have found that my anger gave me direction, but since opening up to you, healing myself. I've lost that focus, that drive that got me through. 19. I would give anything for you to love me, like I love you. 20. When I look at people I see nothing worth liking. 21. I built 'Broken Bullet' up as a love story, because I didn't think I'd have it. 22. I've learnt that being nice gets you nowhere except walked on. 23. I have an obsession with the number 23. 24. I would not change my past for anything. Everything happens for a reason, and I would not be here right now. 25. I feel that when I turn 21 in seven months I would look back on my life and hate everything that I am.

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