so things are wonderful. im bright red from being at the beach all day with taylor and haley, but thats okay. yesterday was nothing less than perfect, i spent all day with my boyfriend for the first time in a while. its been a long time since we spent that much time together.
six months.
thats how long i have to wait.
his friend is moving in, ill hopefully have a good paying job by then, and ill be able to move in sometime around seventeen, eighteen? i wouldnt mind changing schools either is necessary.
however, to this wonderful upside foils my awful downside.
my mother is on a cunt rampage, ruining everything she possibly can. such a piece of shit.
she acts like a two year old sometimes, coming by and fucking up my computer, or taking my phone and texting people, or calling me a bitch and a cunt and so on.
i told salvatore of my childhood, and told him how normal it was for me.
he thought it was crazy, and i felt ashamed; not of myself, but of the people i live with.
and how they used to and continue to treat me.
i dont know what they expect of me, it kind of sucks.
but then again, a lot of things suck.
this house is a prison, on the planet bullshit, in the galaxy of this sucks camel dicks.
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