• My grandfather has COPD and I'm coughing like he does right now. Trying to get all that crap out of my throat. I skipped last two periods on Monday and went to the beach with Elle, then again yesterday with Brandon (but only last period). Brandon's pissed off with our drill instructor. I think he might quit. Which is a shame because then they'll put me in competition and I don't really... want to. I don't know how to tell her that I don't care about winning. I don't care about my marching being perfect. I just don't. I go there to kill time. Two more hours toward bedtime, where I'll sleep and wake up and start the process over again. I don't care about anything in between. It's not my fault I can't memorize the entire sheet of medical procedures. My life doesn't revolve around first aid. I have school work to do, I have to sleep when I get home from school to relieve stress, so I don't do something stupid. Like skip classes. I can't decide... there's no motivation for me to go to school at all today. But I should. I shouldn't miss Drama and Woodshop again. I have work to do. Anyway. Elle and I went to the reef on our expidition (Brandon's a loser and hates the ocean, maybe he should get off an ISLAND), and we saw sunfish and a baby octopus and conch snails. I took loads of pictures. but I'm too lazy to upload them.

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