i know we're moving. and fine. am i upset? yeah. b/c this is the one thing that i had that hasnt changed in almost 10 years. but i get it. you have to do this. but that doesnt give you the right to go in my room and throw out MY stuff. not just pack up, but THROW OUT. idc if you have to get rid of your stuff. but you dont see me or shannon going thru your stuff when your not home and throwing it out. that is beyond low. and thats why i hate being associated with you. i hate you so much. my head hurts everytime im around you. i get anxiety attacks when you yell at me. i cant keep putting a smile on my face and telling myself to be strong. its not working anymore. you can continue to fool your friends and family but i dont think i can anymore. i cant keep pretending everything is alright. that im alright. because im not. and i havent been for a very long time. and im trying to change that and just forget you and let you have your fun and games. but one person can only handle so much when no one else is on their side.