• So.. me and C kinda sorta broke up. At first it was mutual. Then it wasn't. O.o I told him I needed time to think. I need to pray and make sure that this is right by God. Because my parents are concerned that associating with "people like him" will bring me down as well. But I think that as long as I have God with me all the time, and pray for guidance and protection from temptation, I'll be good to go. I missed him soo much yesterday. We didn't talk at all and I felt like a bitch. :( But I was thinking.. it might hurt me emotionally now, but maybe it's God protecting my future. Because C doesnt really have any drive. He does the bare minimum to get by in school, and he doesnt really care about getting into a good college. Only for wrestling's sake. And he drinks and chews.. Which, the drinking doesn't nessisarily bother me, but the chew does. He says hes quiting. So thats good.. and something that made me feel better about that: My dad used to chew. I dunno, but I was like, 'Ok. I guess it might not be so bad that C chews, as long as hes quiting and/or doesnt do it very often.' We kinda got in a fight about that on Monday. Oh urgh.. Saturday would have been three months.. meh. :\ Well, we're working it out. I still love him.. but I am praying, and hopefully God will tell me or send me a sign/message of what He wants me to do. Because I will follow Him, even if it means C and I cant be together. He's coming to church with us on the seventh:) To Praise in the Park. It makes me happy. Ok, I've prattled on long enough. Have a blessed day!

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