• okay, this is the long entry. two parts. part a we talked about you, all lunch. about how you dressed like a slut and how you are immature and about how bad you treat people who dont deserve it at all. about the drama you bask in, and the people that you surround yourself with; the way you complain and bitch about problems you caused yourself. but most importantly we realized who our true friends were, and the way you treat the large majority of us, doesnt include you. i once thought you to be a good friend. no matter what you did i thought back to that night when you brought me home. i realized it was truly your mother who understands, and she doesnt deserve anything you give her. she has given you love, a good home, a strict lifestyle but trust me youve got it like a goddess compared to some people. the last thing we all said, was grow up.
  part b okay, so it was terrible. but i didnt mind, it was just us. and we made "mad" history, which is totally true haha. now, i dont regret it at all (i wish it went a little smoother, but hey, we tried.) but i just dont know what to think. i keep getting the feeling he wants to leave me, or hes unhappy, or he just doesnt like me anymore because of it. but.. it cant be like that. i know its not but i cant help the way i am feeling. i need advice, but i have noone to go to. one of the two people who could help me isnt speaking to me, and the other just likes meaningless sex.
  now, im not telling you im totally attached to him now and i need to be with him forever or ill cut his name into my leg.
  im just saying that i need to get over the face we had sex (and everthing else..) and no matter what happened he still loves me.
  no matter what happened..

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