• well ive never done this before but i guess thats what life is all about... doing new things. i just posted in 'tearjerker' and i guess i wasnt surprised to see that so many other people feel the same way about the song as i do. the words just speak, thats all. the song makes me think so much of paul, and mackin, and ger... three guys ive liked, loved and been friends with. its confusing to have the guys on my mind so much but i suppose its because they still mean so much to me. ive never ever gotten over these crushes and to be honest, i never expect to. the guys are and have been far too important in my life for that to change. they represent three different times in my life... ger when i was beginning to learn about guys, mackin when i was taking my *babysteps*, and paul when everything seemed hunkydory. mind you, it was all a bit starcross'd when you think of it... im not with either one of the guys at all now. i remember when i kept getting hurt... and i dont look back in anger... more honestly i look back with a kind of... longing, which i cant understand. i miss being the kid in the candy store... its a year since i was that kid and i guess ive had a time adjusting to the... *monotony?* of being 'taken'. i feel isolated from the person i was and the friends she had... i remember 'back in the day'... i recognise faces from then not as real people but as 'blasts from the past'...it's as if over time they have lost substance and meaning, and i wish they wouldnt... i wish in my mind that they would grow neither fainter nor smaller but just be remembered as if frozen at that point in time, as colourful and alive in my memory as in life. that job interviews really gotten me down too... when i saw that unidentified number on my mobie... well, lets just say i could feel it wasnt santa. just this kind of sinking feeling when i heard jane's voice on the other end... i don't know how i didnt cry. you know... ive never wanted to work before, but this place was different... just somewhere i could be myself and be around kids and meet people. jane says i should call the glasgow branch in a few weeks though, to see if anyone had quit their jobs... i say the guy goes first... if there are any guys working there. apparently i have a high chance of ending up working there anyway this summer. i like those odds, much as i hate to admit it. och aye the noo... how scottish am i? optimism= one of our best features apparently... or is that another stereotype?

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