• will they miss me when im gone? fuck no. theyll be just as happy as myself when i get the fuck out of this place. im sick of this bullshit, im sick of these people, but mostly im sick of all the disappointment, and the fucking hate, its fucking toxic. i want to get out so bad.. i would do anything. all i wanted to do was see my boyfriend. but no. they have to make up some bullshit lie and when i do prove them wrong and they realize theres no way out, the poke and prod and fuck with me until im just too fucked up to walk straight.
  one of these days they will be so sorry. they will regret how they have treated me and how little they make me feel. they will regret the self image they have given me, and they will finally realize that i didnt fucking lose. i am stronger than this. i am not like that.
  
  im just intoxicated by all this anger, all this hate. i wish, i wish so bad that i couldnt feel. that every emotion slipped away. i wouldnt be able to feel like this. i wont be able to be hurt anymore. sometimes i just wish that i could just fall, forever, and ever, and ever. i would never land, i would never have to hit the ground; i would never even be tempted to jump.
  because id just be falling forever

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