• as usual. i'm thinking in short blurbs today, instead of full ideas. which is a little unusual. i lost the train of thought i was going to write about. reviewing old entries does that to me. i guess i'll start with friday... that was a mess. really inarticulate. i got tooled on in english for about 20 minutes for some of the opinions i expressed. felt pretty crappy that afternoon.. then went to RENT friday night. couldn't shake my bad mood... alone in a crowd and all. third wheel, despite the fact that the people i went with are not dating, and that i went with them, not just met them there. dunno. saturday was better. sunday was just frustrating. english assignment that i couldn't make head or tail of. but i finally called him and he explained. and then we talked for a while. giraffe flu... good times. gugh. party planning is harder than it looks. especially when there's an awkward triangle. any combo of 2 is fine, but all three together... would probably have bad results. how do i avoid the issue? and her, too. i'm sorry, but i really don't want her to come. it's not that i don't like her. i'm just fed up with her never having the time for me. or the decency to make time and an effort. but if you want her there, i'll turn a blind eye to it. hm. i thought this was going to be another incoherent entry, but it actually worked out rather nicely. i need to convince him to convince him to call me. might ask him to go to dinner with us all on friday. if i go to dinner, that is, and if k is ok with me bringing him. after all, she planned/is planning it. then movies on the 16th, carnival that weekend. then mom away for the long weekend after my birthday. then possibly party the following weekend. looking forward to it all.

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