• the easiest place to start: music at the moment, well its been: billy talent, alkaline trio, against me, mcr, ra, a little bit of aanything that ya can dirty dance too i saw fast n furious yesterday.. great movie.. awesome soundtrack... and the cars.. and the women WOW!!!! now the complicated stuff..ish ellis got a boyfriend.. i found out the day i was gonna ask her out im still sad about that, shes so beautiful, so lovely, i just wanna be with her, hold her kiss her maybe ill just tell her i like her... i dunno oh.. im 16!!! so far 15 is so much better anyway... birthday it was ok..best part, spending most of the night with pat, cuddling on the couch its nice being held and weve got that thing :D the dirty dancing, physical thing argghhh!!! i miss being with someone, anyway.. when i got home i got yelled at for being a tease, ima gonna break his heart.. u slut, letting him touch you etc etc etc.. same old shit over and over then i started thinkin bout it.. theyr probs right i went to this party, met this guy, wiithin minutes i was sitting on his lap, invitng him to grope me i was sober I FUCKING HATE MYSELF then.. remember that daniel guy.. from victor well.. i gave him ma no the othr night( not sure that was th smartest idea :S :S) anyway the story is.. apparently hes liked me since he first saw me, he kinda loves me, he hopes we end up goin out.. n oh.. would i maybs drop out, get a job down there.. n go n live with him its tempting, so so fucking tempting.. but i dont really no him at all.. suer i no his name, hes 17, what sorta car he got.. that hes gonna get his lip n nipple pierced is that enuff tho?? arggh!!! what i do??? help would really be appreciated

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