• Ok then. So then Max came back from Mexico today, but didn't come to school. She'll be coming to school tomorow though and I'm sort of worried. I'm not sure how I should act around her, if I should be angry or what. I've been so worried about it that I almost considered throwing up today, but I didn't. Which is a total surprise to me because I've been feeling nauesous today, so then it would have been easier then normal. I'm actually quote proud of myself that I resisted! I did a bit of thinking today though. I was in the lab today working on some circuit crap with my table and Max's boyfriend (Ryan) is in my table group. Anyway I was talking to someone and then all of a sudden I heard Ryan mumble Dani's name, so I turned to him and asked him what he said & he told me that he had said that "Dani was annoying". So I snapped at him and told him to never speak down on Dani in front of me, he said he would just do it later then but I chose to not pick a fight with him. The fact that he even said that in front of me pissed me off extremely. He's said stuff about Dani in front of me in the past and I always yell at him, I'll mention it to Max but she never really cares. Anyway when that happened I thought back to a time when one of Max's good friends said some mean things about Ryan 'behind her back' and Max got really upset and stopped being friends with her. The second anyone says something bad about Ryan, Max like officially hates them. But the idea that Ryan will say something bad about her two best friends (because I bet he says crap about me too.) and she could really care less makes me really wonder how much she actually cares... She's basically alienated everyone from her life, and it's all because of him. That was what mainly pissed me off today, tomorrow I plan to ask Max -if I get a chance- about that whole thing I thought up today.

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