• well, the 4th was my mom's birthday. she's 47, haha, but the joke's sorta on me cuz she only looks like 40 or so, and that's when her grey roots are showing. i still remind her of her age at every opportunity though. karma is really gonna come back to bite me in the butt one day, but i can't help it. teasing is my way of showing someone i love them. and it's not like she never teases me back. anyway, why i really wrote is because i have a monolouge in theatre class i have to present in a few days, and i am extremely nervous. no, that doesn't even begin to cover it. like, i'm halfway to a breakdown right now just thinking about it. i'm gonna ask if i can perform first or whatever cuz honestly, the sooner i get it over with, the better. but we have to perform it from memory and i do have it memorized (cuz i've rewritten it over and over and over) but whenever i practice i have these huge blanks in my memory and then i get more nervous and last time i started to cry. it's so pathetic, i know, and it helps absolutely nothing to worry like that. i tell myself that all the time, but i must be really bad at lying to myself, because i'm not buying it. okay, i gotta go. i'm only freaking myself out by doing this. but it does feel good to get it out. i think i'm starting to see the point of this whole journal thing. byebye.

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