Dammit, sadness, insecurity, ugh what exactly is it about me that guys don't like do they like me and i can't tell why have i not gotten any interest in me in years not even from girls, nor from guys do i just need to speak more so that i'm not so secluded? do i need to get to know social cues more? do i need to get rid of any standards? do i need to be a fucking whore? do i need to be more fucking flamboyant already hate myself enough. i hate how not having anyone to love me makes me not love myself. and i thought i was getting there i wish i could get rid of my motherfucking need for someone