• stupid standardized testing. it's over now, thank god. three days of boredom and utter uselessness. no other state has this particular one... remind me why it's relevant? it's certainly not going to get me into college. still haven't talked to him. should. "that's what you get for falling again, you can never get him out of your head..." ~Sugarcult i might call him tomorrow. just for the hell of it. i've called him every friday for the past two weeks, so i can just say its a habit now to call EVERYONE on friday. and he just happened to be first on the list. but of course, i won't. it's not going to stop me from secretly hoping he'll call me. well, at least i'm not the only one who isn't acting. me, him, and E. all sorta hanging around waiting... speaking of which, i think- but can't tell for sure- A might like me. he knows that i don't return it (if it's true), so it's not like he'd be crushed or anything if this works out with J. BUT. he keeps saying "that's what i like about you" or "i like you too much to actually hurt you" and stuff like that. and a while ago i was talking to him about this thing with J and how i have no idea what it is- and he was like, "well, sometimes you just stay friends. and sometimes its better that way, 'cause you're friends for longer." i dunno. just these little nagging things. like, aside from H and L, i'm the only girl he hugs on a regular basis. and he hovers horribly. my one main tip-off is the hovering. gugh. that was quite the rant. i dunno- guys are not my thing. hope for once though. and for that i'm glad. one of us really needs to make a move, though. should prolly get my butt in gear and just get it over with. but wishing he'd ask me is just so much easier...

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