• I am such a fucking idiot. How did I ever think it was a good idea? Now my parents won't trust me and I can't go out at weekends and everyone's disappointed in me. It's a stupid, stupid phase that gave me cheap thrills not worth the risk. Like Emma said - I'm meant to be the one with morals, the one who points out and tries to help her friends going off the rails and being stupid. How much of a fucking hypocrite am I? I hope it settles down like Annie said. Do I tell Xavi? I care about what he thinks of me more than anyone else besides my parents. He comforted me when I was down because of Emma going off the rails, and now I've done the exact same thing. I'm meant to be the GOOD GIRL, and now I'm on lunchtime report from going to the fucking supermarket and my parents don't trust me. My eyes hurt from crying and this throat infection's got worse. It wasn't worth it. I just want to crawl under my covers and wait for the storm to pass.

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