• Last night was such a letdown S and I went to the boys gymnastics meet, even though they didn't want me there, because we were supposed to get drunk after and that made the three hours of boys in leos worth it it didn't happen Tyler was dumb and backed out on us I hate stupid people how hard is it to fucking plan? chris was going out to his own party he doesn't have time for me and S he actually told me I was still young, so it was totally for the best that we had nowhere to go but home excuse me? when chris was seventeen he was going into crack houses talk about unfair I hate how he's protective of me only when it's convenient Like if you;re gonna care then care, but don't half ass it Don;t refuse to let me smoke but let me act dumb when i'm drunk Don't help me with my giants and then just never call it's making me lose trust in everyone whydoicarewhydoicare? We snorted two ambien pills in my room we're such amatuers its ridiculous i want to go pro with this shit I want to know the name of every single pill it was the soundest sleep i've ever had i really hope that's what dying is like no dreams no hurt just nothing But anyway, S went home and i spent today trying to force myself do history and just getting out of bed i don't know why i'm so depressed i really have nothing to complain about

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