• so shes been saying things along those lines here n there, im not sure how to respond, is it too casual to say thanks i think ur cool too, or maybe i shld joke abt it? or say something back that sits closer to how i feel.. i dont know, i know she has a lot of guy friends, tho whether she says these things to others; maybe? last thing i want is to look stupid, and say something dumb.. but she seems to trust me and confides some things in me, then again i dont know if she does this naturally with her other guy friends, i might be one of her many "close" guy friends, that think theres something more in this..sigh if only i could get a hint or something. gymed short today in the morning, which turned out to be a bit too long coz i was late for my maths lecture >< so ended up just getting lunch instead at roundhouse and then attending the second part of it..was sweating heaps when i arrived, i dont know if it was the heat or coz there was so many ppl in one room, but ended up having to wash up and cool down a bit..this lecture grp is alrite, the lecturer is good not boring atleast..halfway thru tho some lady sat next to me, she was much older and smelt of cigarretes x.x i was literally dying for clean air..it was so strong, but i didnt want to do anything that would offend her like cover my nose or fan the air..felt like my lungs were gettin sick.. after went to the quad labs to study, heard an alvien and saw bethany briefly, just returned the hey. got some serious study done for infs.. made notes and revised, while chillaxing to some music. after abt an hr youtubed a bit, then did some more notes. it was nearing 4 and i thought maybe she forgot abt today, so smsed her.. no reply so went to the toilet. when i got back she was there, somehow found my bag in the back. reminded me to send the ppt, thank god coz i forgot totally. accidentally sent it twice .. better than none i spose, tho the lecturer will probly go wth when he sees that. packed up and headed off for breakdance..we met up with dean and his friend. she gave him a goodbye kiss on the cheek, which surprised me a bit, sort of told me that maybe she does have feelings for this guy, and yeah im a nobody to her.. i guess i sort of knew this.. just wished that there mightve been something, u know. straight after while on the way i joked abt it, and she just told me shes been doin that for ages, it was natural for her. so then i didnt know whether to take that as her kiss didnt really mean as much as i thought it did, or what.. oh well. we found the place up at marsh room, there was a bunch of ppl already starting the class, and a few on the sides just chilling.. bumped into ben tong, he was jamming for a bit and is breakin now. she was a bit shy to come in at first, so just asked if its cool if we just stay and watch for this week, so we ended up watching the class..they were doin helicopters and small footwork, she watched in awe whenever someone tried something, talked mostly while watching, oh and she noticed my necklace before, which was odd coz i always wear it. left before 5 to avoid the bus rush, she went toilet so i quickly got a plastic bag to make things easier for her. bused it to townhall again, played 24 to pass the time since my mp3 stopped working..sigh cant believe its broken, now i got nothing to listen to, i wonder if it was because i pulled it out too fast when we were goin from quad labs to roundhouse? ah well its dead for sure atm.. we left our bags at the front of the bus which ended up being a bad idea coz we ended up in the back.. so when there was less ppl went to get it. was dying of thirst and needed new water, so went to coles to get some, she stayed back to get it with me even tho her bus was like coming.. she also showed me some shoes she got at some store, they were high heels, they looked ok, i think she said she might wear them on friday, haha jess in high heels? thats new. dont mind what she wears, coz it doesnt matter =) but i miss my mp3 :( R.I.P. kept me occupied while u lasted songofthemoment n.e.r.d. - you know what peace love and lol =)

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