• this week so far has been a rollercoaster ride, in terms of stress and bliss.. this week i had a presentation due tuesday that i hadnt really done much work on yet, just collected sources and information, but no real powerpoint has been made yet >< so i was really stressing all monday and tuesday morning.. anywho this was my monday, went to bed sunday night (more like monday morning) arnd 2-3am trying to do the presentation.. only got like the powerpoint slide format done which takes like 10 mins.. then dropped dead in bed. this week changed maths lectures so i could check out breakdancin on wed with a special friend, so first was tute, i was so unprepared for it coz all my time was on the presentation.. so i didnt even remember if it was algebra or calc tute >< felt so stupid when i asked the guy i just met last week.. once again our tutor has proven to us he is a bit of a rambler and makes us feel like he doesnt know what he is doing..weird analogies and random approaches to questions that didnt even answer it? then infs2609 lab work.. got only a lil done, spent most of the lab teaching her how to do an exercise, then sherman came and did some "hacking" on my computer which changed some of my results, was funny, something along the lines of "alvien is 4 years old" etc.. lecture afterwards was a bit boring, ended up just doodling on the newspaper with sherman.. there was a bit of an interesting moment that happend on paper, it sorta caught me off guard, coz i wasnt sure if she was serious or not, and im pretty sure i didnt know how to react.. i mean what do u do when that special someone replies to this message "do you have a crush on alvien" ... then written below in three simple letters .. "yes" i looked at her and she had that longing look, tho it half looked like she was in a joking mood, i couldnt tell so my reply was something stupid like "wth?" with some other random things that i ended up scribbling out.. i dont know, did i blow it? does she now think i have no feelings for her.. i hope not, but on the other hand she might not have meant what she wrote.. i dont know.. i wish i knew, so i could do something, but until i have something, ill just wait, because she is worth it. then lecture ended and went off to micro lecture..least boring lecture of the week. as soon as i got home i washed up and rested for a bit, coz i knew id be up all night doing this presentation..and i was right, didnt sleep till like 2am, but only 25% of the actual work was complete. decided against an all nighter as i needed to be awake by the time i delivered the presentation which was like at 5 right at the end of the day.. missed my train >< so ended up coming like 5 mins late to the (new) micro tute.. new tutor is different, his english and pronunciation is a bit off and i think he has a few spelling issues but he seems like a nice tutor..oh and when i reached the room i did hte stupidest thing ever with the door, i tried to pull it open and turn the knob and was like there for 20 seconds till the guy saw me thru the door and gestured to me to push.. felt like such an idiot haha.. esp coz i was late. sherman saved me a seat near the door, they were already reading thru questions..tute was too bad, nothing hard so far, even attempted to answer some and got most of it wrong, but atleast one right. throughout the whole tutorial i got this really new vibe coming from the girls in the room, it was so weird.. esp the white chick on my right (as sherman was on my left)..she was playing with her hair alot and making glances, and leaning forward when i did so..it was the strangest thing, i dont know if she does it often but that was new oO not saying she wasnt hot.. she was, alrite. this also happend with the asian chick across from us on my left, she was typical ok looking asian, but every now and then she would make glances at us, they were probly scoping out sherman haha, but weirdly i got a few eye contacts that lingered a bit..lol strange, is gym really working? or maybe just this new confidence that ive been gettin from jess.. whatever it is, im not complaining =) so yeh that went for an hr, then after we got new submission questions, shermans voice was dead, and he was a bit angry at me that i was late :( im always disappointing him =/ such a bad friend, i know am..so got week 10 now, on supply and demand curves, pretty happy with that. 1 hr break; which i cannot remember what i did..oh thats right, met up with jess to prepare for the nerve racking presentation.. she was in lab 3 this time, fixed up the power point and saved, or atleast tried to.. comp died in the process. so tried again on another.. killed it too.. so ended up saving it on her computer, which she had like 2 usbs already plugged in. saved it everywhere, no time to practice so we just went to class.. i swear i thought it was mech eng but its actually in elec eng, the two buildings look exactly alike inside, old and dull..but nice long walkways.we got there early so just mucked around at the front pretending we were actually giving the presentation, then a few others and the lecturer came, so we went for a walk to pass some time, since we would be sitting down for like 3 hrs, or at i would be..went for a toilet and refresh up break funny enough i bumped into jason again at the same place, strange coincidence. we were both pretty nervous at this point and trying to laugh it off i think, which helped but i was still dying inside..lecture was interesting, about life cycles, good discussions, i reckon this is how lectures should be, more student input.. altho it was long and so ended up doodling, i dont know why i drew half a heart, then completed with a second half, but it was broken, she saw it, i guess was trying to say something but i dont know what..then later she wanted me to draw a castle, so i tried, it was a crap castle, but still a castle, with a tiny jess at the bottom haha, then she grabs my pen and scribbles down a stick figure with a huge head, im guessing that was me haha..more random scribbling..she wore her hair down today, it was so beautiful, but course i couldnt say that outloud, so i just said something stupud like how it looks like that sunsilk ad with the super silky hair..and then it turns out to be a guy, haha, ah i dont know why she laughs at my lame jokes sometimes..but im not complaining, its funny how such a simple smile can remove all the stress in the world, like nothing else matters, id never want to lose that, i dont think anyone would.. then we hit the halfway point and went for break, lecturer called for volunteers for presentation, no one was coming forward, so i asked if she wanted to go first or if she wanted me to go, i ended up volunteering, then she went after. so we went for another walk, the de-stress walk sposedly..got a call from sis in the lecture so i just tried to call back to see whats up..it wasnt really anything, just wanted to if i was coming home or not yet..then we went back for the presentation..or thats what we thought. there was still a lot of stuff to cover for the lecture before we actually got to the presentations which was around 5ish, the last hr..she gave me a question to ask incase at the end of hers..so i was first up..ended up starting with the wrong presetation x.x i forgot it was in her usb not mine..so quickly changed powerpoints.. then actually got into it.. it felt crap, i was way too long, the audience looked really bored, and half the stuff i was saying sounded like it came out bad..in the end i was like 5 mins overtime and the questions i got after i didnt really answer well..o well atleast its over..got my result straight after (probly coz i took so long he was able to write it all down) 4/6 bleh.. marks deducted for overtime.. got a mini hi 5 atleast, and found something nice scribbled on my paper when i went to sit down.. "u did fine" that was a bit reassuring. then it was her turn.. she did it on the epping line..layout was so much better than mine, and actually had pictures and stuff, and was on time..she finished nicely and then it was question time..i gestured if she wanted me to ask the question, but she motioned to just dw and i thought no one was going to ask any so i didnt, but then the lecturer asked her one, it was hard and he was slack on her reply..i scribbled on her paper that she did well too and it was all over, finally.. felt so at ease after that, so much tension released, just like going to the toilet haha (im random, i know). the rest of the presentations were totally pro, had actual real content. i wanted to see her reaction would be if i mentioned the white girl presenting was not bad looking, in her tight singlet, so i pretended to be interested in her and asked jess what she thought abt her..cant remember tho what she said.. after class we stayed back a bit to talk to the lecturer. then the walk to the buses, she put her sunnies on, i shld really bring mine, the sun is so bright at the end of the day..bused it to townhall, did the 24 game out of boredom, gave up my seat for this elderly woman..cant believe people no one was doing it =/ from uni to townhall we just talked abt random things, something along the lines of "im random funny and ur lame funny" i think, didnt really matter what it was abt, i just know we were laughing. she looked up my train and then we said goodbyes at the station.. platform 2.. which ended up taking me to north strathfield .. i shdlve double checked what i was gettin on to, bah, wasted 30 mins at north strathfield, so just got a drink outside the station, was so thirsty.. it was gettin darker.. as i was drinking on the top station walkway, realised that it had a nice view, so was random and took a few shots at the top, looking at the station and in the distance..haha seemd like a good idea at the time, had some time to kill. finally got home, washed up and had dinner..took the garbage out.. then relaxed to some music.. that was my monday and tuesday in a nut shell.. a big long nutshell lol songofthemoment gabe bondoc - the one "your the one, your the one, your the one for me"

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