Ok.. so kirstie is claiming that she's not making me choose.. but this is what she said to me:
ok rosemary...this is it...u dont seem to understand at all...and so im gonna lay it all out for ya. u hanging out with cory all the time...going to his house, looking at dresses...stuff like that pisses the hell out of me...im not just a little upset about it...it ticks me off...and im sick of pretending it dosnt. u told me u didnt know how i felt because u have never been through this...well then i will tell u how it feels....IT FEELS LIKE SHIT! how do u think im suposed to react when my best friend is freaking attached to the hip of my ex bf since the day after we broke up? u are always with him...and ppl tell me about it...so if ur trying to hide stuff just stop cuz it gets around to me. ur always talking about him...and sometimes its even when im in the room...and i can hear u. how do u think it feels when i see u to together....walking around everwhere (but ur just friends) if u too arnt going out because u dont wanna make me mad save it...u guys are practly going out already so u might as well make it offical. this whole thing is bull shit...i shouldnt have to worry about my friend stabing me in the back and going after my ex....espicaly cory and u know y.
i told u all kinds of stuff about him...and u do this to me...thanks alot.
yes i know u cant controll your feelings but u can controll who u spend all ur time with...and i would think that spending time with ur friends ex is only asking for trouble.
u have caused so much shit for me and yourself...cuz i am not the only one whis is sick of your shit. we have been in a lot of fights...but this has gone too far. this is one of thoes things that u just dont do.
as long as u are hanging out with cory as much as u are now...i dont really wanna be around you...because he lied to me...and screwed me over...and i dont wanna be around him...and u hanging out with him has affected our relationship weather u want it too or not.
i hate fighting with ppl...i cant stay mad at them for very long...cuz well i just dont....but i dont think i can trust you any more....i dont want a friend that is going to do this to me...cuz all it does is make me go insane everytime i go home....and im sick of that...im sick of not being able to sleep with out seeing u and cory all the time....im done with it. i cant care about this any more.
so go ahead and do what you wanna do....but for a while....i dont think i can be around u....i cant deal with this now....im still trying to get over him...and being around u just makes it worse.
i hope this makes u understand a little bit better.
Which is basically saying that if I still want Kirstie as a friend I can't hang out with Cory. Dumb!
It's ridiculous.. But whatever.
And I think Tacy is gonna go out with Brett.. Hmm.. Interesting.
Peace.
Your house is on fire.
- March 11, 2009
- LilSpiceGirl
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