• nearly 4 months since last post, heh looking back it makes me laugh to think i never got around to finishing off the last post which was on my bday and the fateful day i had to give the speech for my sisters big 18th. well looking back now on what feels like a very long time ago, i can say i am very proud of the speech i gave, even though i was really really nervous at the time and was pretty sure i was goin to flop it, it was (according to the family relatives and friends in the audience) funny, warming, inspirational, straight from the heart and true, the first few words that came out i rememebr was very hard to get out and didnt feel right but then as i got past the first paragraph it all started to feel natural and i just got into it i spose, anywho it was a great night, i even got a bday shoutout from chris n henry when they went up on stage, which was unexpected yet hilarious in how they did it. the salsa and cha cha we practiced for like a month? was bleh, its true what they say, your best performance is probly goin to be while ur actually practicing it. lets just say we missed a beat while some were still on it and we tried to eh *cough* re-sync again. haha. good times. anyways that was the suppo-sed ending to the prev post, oh and we didnt plan ahead and didnt prepare alcohol for the hotel room afta >< so we had to make do with non-alcoholic fun, ..yay.. since then, man every summer feels like a million things happen. since its nearly 2 am and i have to get up in 5 hours for first day back at uni, ..dbl yay.., well actually it is sorta yay, but ill leave that last. lets see... there was the trip to qld, which awesome, wanna go back there or atleast do all the stuff we did there again, jetski, white water rafting, best italian restaurant in cairns, salsa club, great barrier reef, ocean dive, snorkelling, cruise ship, hours on the bus just soaking in the northern coast. damn that was a great holiday. chris's 20th @ avalon, cant believe he managed to rent out a beach house for the weekend, that was pretty cool, abt 12 of us? the view was perfect, over looking the beach on the cliff edge, but sucks the beach was closed coz the weather was pouring during that time, ah well nfl at avalon beach was still ok. thankfully one of the girls knew how to cook, delicious food thruout, although she was cooking mostly so peeled like a mountain of potatoes just to help out a bit, and ended up being on washing machine clean up duty since somebody put dishwashing liquid instead of the tablet haha something for the future. second night was the best, alcohol. everyone was a bit more "joyful" after a few alcohol games, ofcourse there was i never, which was a lil embarassing but some of it was like hahaomg, lets just say someones been somewhere and someones done something, classic. omg and whoevers idea it was to play charades, by that time i think we were mostly gone, i know i was a lil, i cant remember much, but i do remember losing my footing walking toward a door haha, and then getting the big huge boucy ball on my head seconds later trying to get up, omg i think i was a bit wasted for a period of time, shame haha. best weekend yet. apart from the usual tennis and gym here n there, i think that was the highlights of this summer, or atleast the ones i can remember. now its march 9 2009, and uni is back, sigh and hmmm. well seeing her atleast was worth coming to uni. but now i dont what im to do..i guess its just hard to not do anything abt it. i dont wanna lose a friend, but i also dont wanna be saying what if down the road. my mind knows theres probly nothing i can do or say, but ill keep on chasing pavements =) song of the moment: adele - chasing pavements

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