• tomorrow is a month to the day since semi. and i still don't know what's going on. i really like his eyes, have i mentioned that? i'm ok with him taking his time. that's fine. but the longer we dance around it in no-man's land, the more reasons i come up with to be scared away. gugh. i wish i knew what he was thinking about all this. that would help. * * * * * * * * i think i have separation anxiety. whenever i have no one to talk to, i get all depressed... except for when i actually want to be alone. so maybe not... * * * * * * * * and i miss you. there's a lot i'd like to tell you about all this, but it just feels so awkward, considering. i thought i was the one getting replaced. i was wrong. i'm sorry. [[i don't want it to be like this]] * * * * * * * * i haven't been home alone in a month, at least. i hate her always being here. i'm so on-guard all the time. it sucks. * * * * * * * * fun weekend ahead... shitloads of homework and projects. and a paper. yay. [[oh, the joys of sarcasm.]] the only fun thing that's not part of my normal weekend will be going to B's on Saturday. i

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