• And letting you see through me now only consumes me... And watch me fall apart. I am always the same syndrome repeating over and over again, I am fine, I am okay in my skin, my flesh... I hide behind my walls of maybe, nevers, and knowing better is not an excuse. It is simply a denial game, a way out of what you thought was true, like the... Like the... Something, I forgot the word a long time ago... This is what they meant when they spoke the truth to you and all the games that were played. And I believed your lies, I found them to be the honest truth, but I suppose that was the problem. You thought it was fine, you knew better, like it was one big fucking game. This is what was meant to happen I saw through the lines and walls and barriers. This is the total game and this notes hold no real meaning maybe some underline subconsious desire but really it's another cryptic mind game (they are so much fun, wouldn't you agree). But none of this matters anymore... I have found my own demons within my head, it is now about cleaning the rest out and fixing all the bullet wounds... I am now right here and fixing it all, the idea is gone and my faith is faded and gone... The ticking clock, just slowly killing us... This is what remains of my blood stained corpse. And right now, the mind is a game, a massive collapse, I never know the right words to say to you, I never have, I can write it, like no tomorrow, I can write my whole madness down, this is all I can do, locked up inside my game of a head... But I know better than to fall head first in all of it again. I am back in the hole, again and again...

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