• Ok. So this is going to be another long entry.. just fyi. Wow. This weekend was FRIGGIN AMAZING. It all started with fight night on friday. It was at Dustin wilson's dad's old place. I went with Cory and it was really fun.. Chris was there though and she was being a total bitch. She kept on insisting that Cory fight her and it was ridiculous. He was like "Im not fighting a girl". She just kept on at it though and he got superpissed.. He was like "Why didnt you guys tell me she would be here?? I wouldn't have come." Then colton stole his phone and his mom almost came and picked him up cuz he didnt answer it.. So he was superpissed about that too. So then he and colton fought.. and he lost the first time. Cuz he was so mad. He just kinda lost control and colton just kept hitting him over and over on the head.. it was bad. He says he think he got a cuncussion cuz he blacked out for a bit and then couldnt see straight and talked weird.. but the second time colton "got his shit rocked" according to dustin {{haha..}} so then we went to the school.. and from there we went to connors house to crash. I forgot my pjs :[ so I had to where jeans. Me and Cory shared the couch and a friggin flannel blanket so I was soo hot haha. But it was amazing.. Simply beyond amazing. He held me in his arms all night. And he had taken his shirt off cuz apparently he cant sleep with it on. *rolls eyes* But I wasnt complaing.. Anyways he was uber tired from boxing and had a headache so we crashed at like 10:30 while connor, tate, and caleb watched midnight meat train {{haha..}}. We talked. A lot. He kept telling me how amazing and beautiful I was.. and he wouldnt listen when I told him he was amazing too. Psh.. *shakes head* And of course.. we kissed.. And he is an amazing kisser. :] haha. At one point he was just looking at me so I asked him "Whats on your mind?" And he's like "Just a question." So of course I bugged him til he told me. {{This was at like 2:30 in the morning}} So he's like "Go out with me." OMG I was soo sad that I couldnt just say yes.. Why do things have to be so complicated?? But he understands. I mean, Kirstie is my best friend. Well, she was. But I'll get to that in a bit. Anyhwo, I told him, "Cory, I can't do that to Kirstie. She's already upset with me.. just for hanging out with you and being your friend. Plus.. its just not a good idea for me to date anyone right now. Everytime I do, I end up hurting the guy I'm with. And I don't want to hurt you.. I'm so scared that I will though. You have no idea.. You mean so much to me." He was like "Yeah I understand.. don't worry." And then he just pulled me tighter around him. He is soo sweet. So then Saturday morning we wake up at like 6:30 and get to the school at like 8ish.. Then we went over to his house. They wanted to leave by 8 but colton wouldnt get up and ready and then we stopped at about a zillion places. So we left Corydon at like 10. It was ridorkulous. Anywho our party consisted of cory, his mom, his grandma, his little sister liberty {{aka libby}} whos 5, colton, and me. So libby is pretty much a little violent monkey.. she was climbing all over everything in the minivan, flipping over her seat, and kept coming back to the back where me and cory were sitting. Cory kinda got pissed after a while.. especially when she kept pinching and hitting and pushing me for no reason. The pushing actually hurt the most cuz of my back. So anyway we got up to valley junction finnaly.. we stopped in walmart first in indianola. But we got to the theatrical shop, where they had the dumb and dumber tuxes.. the orange and baby blue. Well, colton tried on the orange and cory the blue. Colton took one look at himself in the mirror and said "Nope not doing it." So then he kinda threw a big fit cuz his mom and grandma were really pressureing him.. so hes like "Im going out to the car." And then blamed it on being bipolar. Ha. I mean he is but really.. It was ridiculous. After cory tried on some more tuxes {{including a purple one, the orange one, and a really ugly pimp suit that was ret velour with zebra striped trim}} we just shopped in the store for a bit. Cory got a hat for St. Patty's day thats shaped like a mug and says "Got beer?". Then we went up to Skeffington's which was.. interesting.. Cory didnt like any of the tuxes {{he wanted nothing black or white.. unless it was pink and black}} but colton liked a white with black pinstripes one. So we were waiting for him to be able to try it on when I heard a "Nonononono Libby no!!" and turned to see the mannequins falling.. Three of them, inlcuding the one that colton liked. Well.. one of the three was going to fall off the ledge so I had to run over and catch it and then cory helped me fix it. While we were putting the mannequin back Cory's mom took Libby out to the car. Cory was so embarassed that he folloed them so I went with him. Colton didnt want to stay in there with just his grandma so he left too.. It was pretty friggin hillarious. After that we went to China Int'l Buffet.. It was amazing. I love chinese food.. :] And colton.. little klepto he is, stole some crab leg cracker things.. Sighh.. After lunch, we went to JoAnns fabrics and found pink and black material and a pattern for cory's tux. He also got some stretchy pink material for underwear.. It has little reflective thingies all over it. It was pretty spectaculicous. Cory had to be home by 6:15 ish so he could be at Tacy's at 6:45 for pictures.. Well, we got back to corydon at 6:35 {{colton's fault}}. And Tacy's house is like 15 minutes away when driving the speed limit. So Cory was pretty frantic. Then Colton took the van to First Stop in Allerton to get a stupid Auto Trader magazine. And cory's phone was still in it. So he was superpissed.. But he got to Tacy's house. About 10 min. late. And then he got pick pocketed at the dance. 20 dollars and a Walmart Card. He was kinda mad about that too. So.. while Cory was hanging with Becky and Tacy and getting theived from, I was at the movie with Caleb, Mason, and Cody Leer.. and Kirstie. Wow. I talked to Kirstie about the whole cory thing last night.. and it didnt go particularly well.. First, I sat next to her and pulled her left sleave back. And.. Cameron had been right. So I told her, "Kirstie, apparently we have something to talk about.. You know me and cory have been talking and hanging out a lot lately. And we really like each other.. I can't control my feelings, but I can control what I do about them. And I know I told you he's off limits and I feel like a complete bitch.. I just want you to know whats been going on." And she was like, "Well, it was really hard to stay mad at you cuz you kept coming up to me and giving me a hug.. But you know I won't forgive you for this for a really long time." Me: "Were just friends." And then she was flipping out at Caleb cuz she thought he had told me about her cutting herself. So I was like, "It wasn't him it was Cameron." Me: "Cameron told me I had to choose cory or you." Her: "Yeah, pretty much." Me: "So you want me to choose too??" Her: "Rosemary. When I was with Cory I told you a lot of stuff about him. And if you two date I don't want to be around for that." Ok.. I wouldn't do that to her.. Talk about cory in front of her or around her or to her. That would be dumb. I dont anyways.. Me: *thinking * So I have to choose between two of my best friends.. *out loud* "Well I have to think about it for a while.. I cant just decide now.." Her: "Yeah I didn't expect you to decide now." Me: "Ok then.." So basically I have to choose to be friends with Kirstie or Cory.. and if I'm friends with Cory she wont be friends with me. Its so stupid.. I was soo messed up last night. I called Willerd.. and he was with Sadie. Awkward. But omg.. Cameron really pissed me off. Friday night when I was at Dustins he texted me and was like "Ok can I talk to you about something" So I was like "Sure.." And then he started ragging on me about the whole Kirstie thing. So I told him "Cameron it really isnt your place so please stay out of my buisiness" and hes all like "Well you just do what you think cuz you know you know everything" {{ok, a little background story here.. me and cameron always had an inside joke where I knew everything.. and it was a joke. Til he turned it around on me fri. night}}. So that kinda pissed me off a lil more than i was cuz I hate when ppl get in my business when they don't belong in it. So I told him "Ok, I'm kinda mad so I'm gonna quit talking now." Cuz I didnt want to say anything I would regret. So he replys "Yeah thats right just run awya from your problems like you always do." And I was like Wow.. that was completely uncalled for. So I was like "Fuck you." I was sooo past pissed.. And he was like "Thanks" I didnt even care.. Then he sent me one that said something like.. "If you keep going down this way your going to loose a friend.." News flash!! She already hates me.. and wont talk to me. So whatever.. I just decided that I'm going to continue to be friends with both of them and if she doesnt like it then she can hate me and not be my friend. But Im choosing not to choose by choosing both. I was talking to Mason today and he was like, "Oh so your using reverse psychology. Nice.." And I hadn't thought of it that way.. But yeah, it kinda made sense. Anywho.. after I told Cameron to eff off.. his sister started texting me: "Hey, this is Kylie, i think I can help.. just call me if you want an unbiased opinon.." Yeah. Right.. I'm going to call you kylie cuz your just one more person I DONT NEED in my business right now. Shes dumb. Anyway.. Cory is texting me now.. :] Hes so adorable.. haha. Peace.

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