• moceanu - bayside, so good i decided i don't like punctuation that the end of a sentence but i like commas i could get in a whole discussion & dissection of that, but i won't so i've started to write down my dreams what i remember of them and i have a little notebook for them only i cant find a pen, so i'm writing my dream from last night here i forgot all about it til about 20 minutes ago and it was pretty much amazing so, i don't really remember the details but i remember that i was somewhere i didn't want to be it wasn't as simple as like 'i was in class', or 'i was with people i don't like' it was more like some strange unidentifiable place all i know is i felt threatened hurt scared etc, etc i remember feeling cramped panicky dirty i wish i could remember what was happening but it was cold outside - fucking freezing, actually snowing, i think so at some point, i got away from all the shittyness of this place and i ended up at a beach [it was still freezing out though] at this beach, greg [that boy i like] and corey were there [they're both part of my amazing crew i mention all the time] they were sitting by this... cove thing like a cave that was half underwater, almost like those cave things people have built into their pools or like the cave they go into to have sex in the movie 'teeth' but anyway, and corey and greg were so happy just happy in general smiling, laughing and they looked at me, still beaming and one of them said, 'don't think or say anything - just jump in the water' and i did and it was cold, but so fucking invigorating i felt 100% carefree so built up with happiness that i wanted to cry i never wanted to surface i just twisted and turned, danced and spun, feeling the cool crystal clear water all around me and i laughed, and smiled this happened like three different times i kept finding myself at this cove, and they would say the exact same thing every time - 'don't think or say anything - just jump in the water' - with these huge smiles on their faces not creepy, not sketchy just purely happy and warm and inviting and i wholeheartedly trusted them i can't even explain the explosion of emotion that erupted in me whenever i jumped in it was so beautiful and i want to know what it means though it seems sort of obvious it was just... refreshing this dream was a relief usually, my dreams revolve around me being panicked unprepared humiliated etc there's never any solution to it, though this dream had hope a solution a support system, as well and actually, it's the first dream i remember since i started hanging out with these kids maybe they really are making a difference in me i wish i could tell them only, maybe deep down, they already know i hope they do, at least

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