• it was my mum's birthday on friday so we went out for dinner to bourbon. was really nice. i stayed in ash's and we watched tv and stuff and done some bebo stalking. woke up to a text from barry which was weaird because he never texts me first. i got ready and got a bus into town to meet tasha then we headed to shea's for a drink. we were in the living room and someone posted flyers through the door with drawings of jamie and shea on them which said "have you seen these punks?" tasha opened the door and looked out and it was kerr and barry. i texted barry saying "u fuckin creep lol" n he tried to crack he was in kerr's house. then they ended up coming to shea's. i started drinking when they got there and got so drunk i felt dizzy. i remember tasha going to the toilet and for some reason, i got up and sat beside barry. then i remember grabbing his hand and going "im gonna be sick" and he said "eughhh go outside!" so i did. i threw up everywhere and i remember tasha came out and took a picture of me and then barry came out and rubbed my back then took my glass off me and got me water. i came back in and just was so emotional. i couldn't bare to be in the same room as barry. in the end i just walked into the kitchen and jamie came in and hugged me and asked what was wrong. i didn't say anything and he went "barry?" automatically. i nodded then he said he'd get tasha. tasha suggested i just try sitting in there because she didn't want him to ruin my night. i sat beside him for a bit n we were sorta talking then me and tasha went up to the toilet and i deleted barry's number from my phone. we came back down and i started drinking again then me and tasha went to the shop. everything was okay then most people went to lavery's so it was only me, paddy, tasha, shea, kerr and fitz who stayed. me, tasha and paddy walked to the nearest indian to get food. shauneen rang shea slabbering and then jamie came back in tears with barry behind him. then the twins came in slabbering. at this point me and kerr were in shea's room. everyone was smashing stuff and me and tasha got a taxi home. as soon as i got home oisin rang me trying to get me to go to dom's but i said no. barry rang me at 8 to see if i was ok and i asked why he was asking and he said "cuz u were cryin n all" it felt nice...to know that he thought about me and cared enough to phone. i ended up telling him everything over text. sorta regret it now though but sure, what's done is done.

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