• Oh my God.. I freaking hate my mother!! She's such a bitch.. So I forget to turn in one little piece of homework for English and she gets on my ass about it. And I'm pretty sure I'm going to be grounded for like two weeks. Which sucks. I hate it.. Grr.. So there goes my social life. Bah.. Well.. On a lighter note. Or maybe not so light.. I cruised with Cory for like an hour last night. I was flipping shit massively. I was thinking way too much.. About Ryan, Cameron, and liking Cory now. So he's like, "Do you want to cruise and talk?" So I was like, "THANK YOU LORD!!" Haha.. It was just what I needed. We talked about everything pretty much. About me reading too much into what Ryan does, about me not knowing how I feel about Cameron anymore.. and a bunch of other stuff. Random shit haha.. And we were going to race Sean Foster but it didn't happen. Poohey. But I got to drive Cory's Corvette! It was friggin AMAZING haha :] And just like he said, it helped alot.. Anywho, writing about Ryan made me think of this thought that's been in my head lately.. I'm not sure if I like Cameron anymore. Like, more than a friend. And I don't really know how I feel about Ryan anymore. I'm not even sure if I really do like Cory, or if I just want a lot of guys.. I like guy-attention. And it's really bad.. But I just feel like I'm at a place where I don't want to be. And today is the day before Valentine's day so naturally our school hands out gifts. Well Cam got me some pretty gorgeous flowers and a really fluffy teddy.. And now I feel like a bitch because I'm going to break up with him in like a week or two. And he's told me he loves me and I've said the same to him.. So it's getting really sticky. Wow. Now I'm rambling. And I can't get any of these thougths out of my head.. So sorry if I bore you with the never-ending details of my love life.. Haha.. But wowzers am I excited to go to prom with Cory.. and in such a dangerous way. I will be way happier in 2 weeks.. or less.. Bad me. >.< Peace.

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