Well, a few days ago, I graduated from high school. What a mess. But a good time was had by all, I think. Well, except Genna LePore who couldn't find her speech for a few minutes.
Now, I am left without a damned thing to do. I'm waiting on the places of business that I applied to. So far, nobody's jumped. So I sit here, bored to death.
But in my boredom, I have realized something. I have no friends. Its true. I mean, sure, I have people I talk to, and hang out occassionally with. But most, if not all, are NOT my friends at all. They are just advanced stage-acquaintances. A few events over the past few days have made me come to this realization. Every so often I'll get the honor of hanging out with them, but for the most part, I'm overlooked for whatever reason, even when I ask them if they want to hang out. And after they get done doing their little excursions into random teenage shenanigans, they mock me by saying that I should've been there. Yet, they don't call. They don't talk to me via e-mail. Its always some excuse.
Someone tell me what's wrong. Am I an asshole? Do I have an unpleasant personality? Am I obnoxious? Do I stink of sour milk and feet? What's wrong? Because I'd like to know. Really. I'll correct it. I figure I got one summer to right the wrongs of the past four years, and actually 'be a teenager', so to speak.
Antisociality has bit me on the ass.
Current Mood: Fucky
Current Music: Shadows Fall - "Thoughts Without Words"
Yuck.
- June 17, 2003
- Nevermortal
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