• last night, i got a taxi and picked barry up then we headed to daryl's. whack, daryl, dean, phil, rainbow & neil were already there then most of them left and only me, barry and daryl were in the house. then dean came back and we headed to jamie's. kerr and pierce arrived then me, pierce, dean, daryl, kerr, fiona and bobbie went to daryl's cuz everyone was headin to the union. i had quite i crying session to pierce and dean. i feel like a dick now tho. then me, kerr, daryl and pierce sat in daryl's room cuz daryl and pierce were playin guitar hero. barry came back from the su on his own, opened daryls bedroom door and said something like a stupid quote then kerr closed the door. at about 20 past 12 i went into the kitchen and dean and barry were just in there. barry looked really upset so i asked if he was ok and dean said "hes fine" so i gave dean a hug cuz i was goin out to wait on my taxi then i went over to barry and he grabbed my hand and i hugged him and asked if he was ok and he didnt say anything. then i told him to give me a smile and he gave me a really unconvincing one and looked as though he was gonna cry. i kissed his cheek then left. he rang me when he got home (25 to 3) and i asked if he was ok and he said yeh. this mornin i was on the phone to him cuz he was supposed to come down and help me paint but he said he was in a bad mood. then we were textin n i said i was worried about him and he told me that he suffers from bipolar disorder and he'd be back to normal in a few days. i asked what got him upset and he said "just was talking to someone" then i asked if it was the person or what the conversation consisted of that got him upset and he said "i just was drunk" then i said "dont worry, my night was probably worse. i spent it in tears" then he asked why i was in tears and i just said "same as you, drunk and emotional" then i said "i hope you dont mind me asking but what was on your mind last night? cuz theres always a reason for someone being upset" and he said "the person was on my mind" i dunno whats up with him. im really worried :(

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