• Starting tennis now, so I had to get a physical. I guess it was as fun as a physical gets. They gave me some new shots for hepatitis. I almost died from hepatitis when I was a little kid. Anyways, when the nurse tried to give me a shot on my right shoulder, she saw all my scars from cutting. She asked what happened and I said branches (nominated for worst excuse ever). Later that night, cause my mom wanted to see where they pricked me, she found my scars. She got disappointed and asked me if I was doing it and I was just a little dodgy. I guess my parents do know that I get crazy-sad in my head sometimes (they ask about it) but I don't want to force it on them at ALL right now. It would be selfish. She's been asking me a lot if I want to go to a doctor or some group that might help me out, but I'm too humble to ask for that. People would say I'm prideful, but I think it's me not thinking I should impose on them, even if I really should. Started tennis today and I'm not at all good right now. Nathan's sick out of his skull right now. Caught something on Sunday, I guess. Some guy said the other day "I wish I could be like you, Mario. All comfortable with yourself." That is irony...

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