• Had peer counseling today. None of the guys I had to see had much to say. They're pretty cool. Before I went, though, I felt insanely bad about something. It was the strangest thing. I wasn't talking with a loud voice and my eyes were sadder than normal. Oh that depression. I have not seen Valerie in the absolute longest time, which sucks to all hell. Haven't spoken to Hedieh, either. Things are sad and slow and the only songs that I can make up in my head are slow ones, the guitars are soft and quiet and playing on one string, the drums play quietly but more than just marking a beat, the bass plays similiar to the drums but more sinister, and the voice keeps droning, always about walking in the dark, not being able to see where his feet go. My finals are alright. I really want to learn how to play guitar now. I'm smart enough and know enough music to be able to learn by myself. I can play saxaphones right now, but you can sing while you're playing a guitar. I'm going to play tennis, because no one really takes it seriously. I need more hobbies. I got a D on my Film Studies movie because I couldn't prove I did anything. That's all.

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