but i like him even more idk what to do. im over ben. but last nite my mom flipped out b/c i didnt tell her that we broke up. she wont do anything for me anymore b/c i didnt tell her. thats fucking rediculus. i cant take it anymore. i never did a single thing to her and she is out to ruin my life i hadnt done it for sooooo long. 2 months. and i caved. 4+12=16. thats what im up to. and i feel horrible about it. *** i cant stand guys either. theyre all asses. he used to like me. then he met her. and theyre over. he says hes trying to get over her. but we all know thats a lie. and its annoying. im not going to use him as a rebound. i really do like him. and hes hurting. and i wish i could help but i cant b/c he wont talk to me, and to be honest, right now i dont want to b/c everytime i do he turns into someone who wont treat me right, and who doesnt deserve me. and im trying really hard to get over him. but i cant. and im stuck