help me, dear god alls i have left is you
with bloodshot eyes I try to peer straight thru
passed the plastic people locked inside their own crooked mirrors
passed repeated sounds of the same day by day fears
i can't stand this i can hardly stand
i cant handly this, fallen from your hand
this stuggle drives me mad, but it's all i've ever had, held, thought of or known
the only thing i've conceived, believed I'm distraught alone.
have i been misguided deceived
or is it faith or blind judgment who can tell
a leap or a fall know one cares to know
I cut straight thru, a bloody outcry for love
i lost it today I've given up
dear god he whispers
as hes whole body shivers
dear star he writes
as his pen delivers
with astonishing elegance
tears fell on thin blue lines
on the notebook that stored every unspoken story
they
sunk into page one and ran true to the end
no blood no mess, no body no nobody
a simple amend
hes gone, no further not closer he simply never existed
not in your eyes or mine
his images were concived by you by me
hes nothing what you want him to be
he never existed your own reality in your own mind
he tried to be, what was s hard to find
on the highway he ran to, before he was left behind
his mother seated quitly no exspession without fear
as his father beat his sister untill blood became tears
sunken eyes shallow breathes
he can't overcome his emptiness
no blades no pills no beer no thrills
life seeking death
what a game
one i cant seem to win or lose, stuck in the middle
i can't seem to choose.
help me dear god he whispered in bed
i want life were the last words that he said
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- January 24, 2009
- Neon Black
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