OhShit. Now I know I'm not the only one thinking about it, it's all suddenly become real. I have NO IDEA how to prepare for this...Emma was surprised at how casual and unaffected I was feeling about this, and now it's all flared up. Maybe it won't actally happen - maybe we'll chicken out at the last minute as we have been known to do. But then again, maybe we won't. And he'll have to see me and feel me with nothing in between and I'll be completely bare with nowhere to hide. I'll be the most vulnerable I've been in a long time.
But think about it. It won't be great, but it'll be HIM, and that's all I need to know to spur me on. It was always going to happen with him, I think I've known that for a long while now. I'll be safe. Oh God, I have to remember that.
I need to stop babbling! Okay, I'll just go and eat dinner and find out how his day was and calm down about everything. I'm so bloody neurotic...
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- January 22, 2009
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