i dont know i dont know anymore nothing makes sense everyones leaving everyones finding a replacement and im stuck i dont know what to do my world is crumbling down. i act like nothings wrong. thats how i've always acted. everyone thinks i just brush life off my shoulders and move on but thats not true. i just act like that b/c everytime i try to vent, it seems that someone elses problems take first place over mine. and im fine listening but sometimes i dont want to. sometimes i just want to be heard. and no one is around to listen. yet everytime you need someone, or you dont, im always here. and i listen. but nobody does that for me. and im crumbling. im falling apart at the seems. im stuck and i can't get out every single one of my friends have replaced me. with either another friend, or someone new. you guys know who you are. i thought that we were friends. maybe even best friends, and then, last year, someone new came along and OOPS, there i go. right out the window like i was never a part of your life. you say things are wrong in your life and i want to help. i want to be there for you, but i can't be there if you wont let me. and that hurts. a lot. maybe its just the stress of midterms or maybe its my life finally catching up to me