I'm so sorry. I didn't want this to happen online, of all places, on the phone would have been less, well painful. It's just with all that's been happening, I know you want more than what we have now, and my hormones are ecstatic, but I just won't do anything else now. I mean, I understand you said we'd figure out what we were going to do, but I just can't consider this stuff at the time. I can't handle any more stress or enormous upheavels in my life at the moment, as it is I'm at wits end :P. I'm so sorry, I just know thta you need someone else, I'm just not the same (yea..."good boy", W/e). My parent's divorce wasn't under normal circumstances and I'm just overly cautious. I just don't feel like, after how little we've been actually around each other, 1 on 1, that I can go any further. Maybe it's just a break, but we should considder alternatives right now. We're in High School, please dont do anything drastic, I don't think you would, but I need to say it :(; there will be tons of new things, haha, way better people than I. I really want to be friends, good friends, but not anything more for now. It's not you, I just cant handle this now. God knows I'v had enough intervention from other people, I can't do it all right now. Im Really, really, really, really sorry Ben We can talk, or whatever you want to do -- Ben is wholeheartedly sorry :(