i was rereading some of my journals, remenising if you will, and i jsut realized how bitchy i sound. i mean, every last thing in there is true, but idk, just w/e. anyhow, back to what i was going to write about. i miss the way life used to be. I miss not having a care in the world, when the latest gossip was "who got braces" not "did you hear who slept with who?". Life just gets more petty as it goes on. The older you get, the more stress you get and the more you wish you could go back to being a "teenager", as some people say, and yet, i would never ever wish to go back to this time in my life. I never want to relive any day from the past 6 years. I shouldnt. I wouldnt. I couldnt. could i?