• Wow, I seriously ought to use this journal more often than I have been. Only my third entry? Geez! I think I've come quite a long way since the dilemma in creepily cryptic second journal (alleluia alliteration!), and apart from a few kinks I'm still working out, I think I've triumphed over that part of my life. Things have been going pretty smoothly for me since then. But now I've got another problem. There's this girl, you see. I think I'm gonna ask her out. No, there's no thinking about it--I AM going to ask her out. The problem isn't that I'm afraid of her turning me down; I feel confident enough she'll accept my offer. The problem is that she's a very religous person, and very devoted to her faith in Christianity. Actually, that's a poor choice of words; her strong faith isn't the problem, per se. Despite that I am more of an atheist, it's not that I care intensely about her views, for my past experiences say to me that relationships typically work best when both people involved sacrifice enough pride to accept the other. The problem is actually my best friend, Ezekiel (that's not really his name, btw). He is atheist, and I know his profound distaste for this girl. I'm worried about what he'll think of my being in a relationship with the aforementioned girl. Well, I suppose the worst he can do is be upset with me, and give me crap about it. I know he's not the type to try and spread rumors or commit similar acts of douchebaggery with intentions of splitting us apart. He'd sooner sign for his own castration than stoop to a level as low as that lol. I know he'll probably have a lot to say to me, and I can already hear this one tone of voice he gets... Still, I will persist. I'll ask the girl out tomorrow, as she is usually asleep by this hour. To tell you truth, I guess all this worrying is for naught if she says, "No," lol.

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