• i haven't written in a while, and i'm having a few things i want to say. i'm still having a pretty ongoing battle with myself lately on wanting to be something more than i am. when i talk to some of my friends, they're always doing something or going to hang out with someone, spend the night with someone, church activities, etc. and i'm always going to be at home sleeping or having evan over. no one really ever invites me to do anything, and it's confusing because i know that the people who know me mostly all like me and are a friend in some aspect. i asked a friend who's got the same amount of friends as i have what they thought about me, and she said they all think i'm really nice and fun to be around. so why am i discluded from everything? agh. i have already decided though that i might start going to this nondenominational church in our town because a friend of mine goes there and meets a lot of cool people. plus i've heard they do fun stuff at that church, so maybe it'll be a refreshing attempt at regaining my faded christianity (i'm agno-christian). and it's not like i'm an attention-craver, but you know, sometimes i really just want to go out and have fun with people. i have fun with evan and everything, but i can't just be limited to my boyfriend. also. saeglopur by sigur ros is so pretty. i wish i knew icelandic. do you ever wish you were from an different country (imaginary person who isn't reading this)? being american is kind of boring, i have no interesting accent or anything. i sometimes wish i were scottish, because scottish girls have the cutest accents xD. or maybe russian. hmm, but i'm thankful i live here i guess. at least i was blessed enough to be raised by a texan family instead of a yankee family (i would hate to have a jersey accent). well. this entry was completely retarded. the end.

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