• I feel kind of inadequate because I feel so much happier than everyone around me. Everyone I know is always complaining bitching and moaning about how shitty things in life are for them. How much they hate their job, their family, their friends - and I'm not. Mainly because I know no one gives a shit. I think my 'problem' is that I happened to have gone through the shitty stage of life at an earlier point - so in comparison, life is pretty dandy right now. I hate it when people exaggerate their problems, too. Like it's a competition to see who's life sucks the most. And they think I'M crazy. I have nothing to complain about, so I don't. Life is good right now. A few things I wish I could change, and last week was defiantly a low point in my short lifetime, but other than that, not so bad. So, I have to wonder if everyone's life is as bad as they make it out to be, or if I'm just downplaying my various issues and problems because... I dunno, because I'm like that? I guess I just don't dwell on it as much. I'm not the type of person who, after having some shit go down, locks themselves in their room screaming "I HATE YOU ALL!" and stays in there for a week. I seem to get over it quicker than that. Life has certainly been worse for me than, say, failing a test or being denied going out with my friends. Trouble is, I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. That I'm so desensitized that things someone would normally find troubling in my life don't bother me anymore. Whatever. Just wanted to take a break from... boy crazy-ness. I might go back and delete a couple of entries that are staring me in the face right now. o.O

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